Dealing with death: Healing from the fog of loss and grief

Part 3 in a multipart series about how benefit leaders and advisers managed grief and loss. Read part 1 and part 2

Allison De Paoli was sleeping about eight to 10 hours a night, but the founder of Altique Consulting couldn't figure out why she was tired all the time. Deep in the throes of a grieving process from having lost both her aging parents to traumatic falls within a seven-month period, her grief counselor offered an explanation. In short, the brain uses enormous energy to process grief, which can cause the body to feel fatigued. 

Knowing this connection helped when returning to work from bereavement leave. "People understand that everybody is a person and things are going to impact your life," she says. "I think that if we could just communicate that, then we would be better off." De Paoli was part of an emotional panel discussion about elderly parents at a recent industry conference where it was visibly evident that the topic struck a nerve with attendees.

Amanda Volner struggled with the loss of her sister.

About two weeks after her sister unexpectedly passed away at age 27, Healthee AVP of Broker Partnerships Amanda Volner was so broken from grief that she faced her own healthcare event: An eight-millimeter kidney stone, which required not one but two surgeries. "It was just terrifying," she says, noting how she was still mired in crisis-management mode without an opportunity to grieve her loss in a meaningful way

When that death finally sank in, she was not only tempted to drink alcohol after about six years of sobriety but also suicidal. "I was struggling so much with the emotional pain, loss and realization that I would never see this person again," she recalls. "And I was consoling my daughter who was very close to her aunt and would just break down sobbing." 

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Thankfully, her boss at that time was incredibly supportive, urging her to activate the automated out-of-office message on her email, take as much time as she needed and not feel any pressure to return. "I was out of work for about three weeks, which is not a typical bereavement leave," she says. "He and my team checked on me every day, and I was really sinking into deep depression." 

From a grieving standpoint, K2 Strategic Founder Kristine Scheer says it's important to be an advocate for oneself. "You have to be really comfortable with being vulnerable and allowing yourself to take the time when the waves of grief come," she says. "I highly encourage people to talk to others who've been through it, or if you're comfortable, openly share how you're feeling and how it's impacting your ability to do whatever it is you're doing in your daily life." 

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Kristine Scheer was open about her struggle to return to work after loss.

Scheer was in a fog for a few months but didn't allow herself to feel guilty about it. "I've said to my clients or colleagues, 'I'm just not myself right now,'" she recalls. "'So, I'm going to step away from this. I need the rest of the day. I'm going to take an early weekend. I need to go sit with this and come back to the work when I'm able to be present and be a good steward to the work at that point.'"

In advocating for more flexible bereavement policies, Volner worries that an extended family member such as a sibling isn't given the same consideration as a child, parent or spouse, nor is the dynamic of those relationships given equal weight. 

"My sister felt very much like a child to me," she explains. "I'm almost 43 years old and she was 27. I could have been her mother, and that's what it felt like to me." In this sense, she says it's not just about designing the right benefits package. It's also about helping shape a caring culture.

Part 1: Dealing with death: The toll bereavement takes on advisers

Part 2: Dealing with death: Responding to bereavement with patience and grace

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